Suria.afifaH

hobbies.

2012-02-20T11:34:00.000+08:00

i had always been puzzled by myself.
envious of my peers.
in search of sumtin tht i can call 'MY hobby'...

and i finally did find it

:)

bloggin.
teaching.
and...socialising :)

so

2012-02-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

till tday,i stil hv not paid my bill, but i cnt blame myself,it is the very first day of cuti.
altho,i hv finised all my errands fr my mom. i tink iv said tht lik five times today. but im so very proud la! bcos errands my mom bukan calang-calang pendek....banyak kot. n bukanye satu tmpat. by lunchtime,mmg dh exhausted.
but i was very cheery today. ye la. first day cuti! hee.....but i think dunia jealous kot..sbb erywhe igo, ppl seem to b in a foul mode je...sobsob.
i wanto upload gmbar,but dono y cnt do so frm tabby.
so the only motivation fr me to payy my bill is to bog. wic i most ardeously miss so. and also sbb xnk masuk jail.haaaahahahah.....

i was histerical

2012-02-16T16:36:00.000+08:00

mlm sebelum mlm exm

2012-02-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

its officialy saturday night, thenight bfore the day before the xm.
i wudnt say im nearly as satisfied s i shud b wit my exms. but i hvtolive on. i missedmy blogger night fridaysbbinternet lupe baya...haha...
so im pinjming mcd"s conexion...while i download my not

thnk u mommy daddy fr tabby.
thts all fr nwfrm a sleepy sleepy me.

doa kan fr me n my rakan seperjuangan, and to my readers, sayamintamaaf jika ada salh tulis atau yg telah minyinggungkan anda n ur views on my blog. i dn mean it in the worstof ways, ony as a figure of expression fr an "explicit" writer la konon.

ps-

sleep!

2012-02-08T22:49:00.001+08:00

ade org kate,

rite now? CRANKY!

i just dont understand how ppl don sleep.

slamat malam.

muke bengang. salah ke tido?

the dark hour!

2012-02-08T22:17:00.001+08:00

iium library 1:34pm

terima kaseh sebab kasi saya bawak makanan.

hahaha!

actly, i snuck it in!

but wht the heck!

the picture is a depiction of what u do in the library.

*french accent*

it is thy result of thy brain cells being used up,

i mean, glucose,

~~ape plak using up brain cells???~~ but ye la kan?

omg!

im crappingggggggggggg!!!

bru 930pm! n im super ngantok!!! n penat!

walhal xdela bwat ape sgt pun,

tho i had fun chatting up shazna wen i met her at the librayr hallways,

me: eh!

her: hey!

me: GEEK!

her: what?

me: dude! baru first day of sem u da nk masuk library!!

her: yeah n wht abt u? *pauses* eh, *scratched head* WHAT R u doin?

me: exm la mgu depan!

hahaha....

my bestie tyra tak sehat!

so after a 'long' day of study, i went to visit tyra!

n i got my wrislet and coin pouch which i now put my earphones! hehehe...

yeay!

i really du wana put up photos!

but i dint take any photos td n i m soooo malas to get up n ambek gambar........

maybe after exm!

hahaha!

*so much fr dreams*

hmmmm

so what is dark hour?

have u ever heard of it?

iv heard of it! actly iv even seen the bloody poster opposite ikea near the petronas station...and my bestie yeyeoh nk tgk movie tu, n im lyk

0.o

what?

hahaha...

*star wars episode one is OUT! well not yet, but it will b wen my exms end!!!*

hahaha

in 3d plak tu

*star wars music plays, VERSI MIMI*

hahah

sooooooo...

bak to dark hour,

no,,

it is NOT the earth hour whe we ALL off the ligh for ONE god forsaken hour but leave ALL other applications on. honestly, i dont c the logic behind it,

as my physics tuition teacher once said back in form 5,

"itu tnb sudah ada bnyk generator utk generate byk electric, so kenapa mahu off the electric? let ir run je la? it is continuously ther, whether awak nk baya ke tak saja!"

hahaha...

so i believe,

my beloved university,

IIUM

aka uia,

*unfortunately NOT msu*

hahah

has decided to have earth hour jugaks...

so this waas the situation

at 9++am

me:SELAMAT PAGI BESTIE! so many cute newbies la kat uia!!

mimi: study kat uia la tu!

me: FINALLY!

then we were of to studystudystudy

mimi in shah alam

i blasted my earphones w kpop in the ceruk of uia library

ina at home

tyra baru register

eka started her electives

then at around 12 ++

speakers in uia library

"assalamualaikum............blahblahb lahhh"

me: *bkk earphone, maseh tak dgr,*

in my head: nahhhh..mesti sum tazkirah so tht we all go solat o sumtin...

then 10mins later, a few cubicales away, the guy gets up and goes off,

n im lik,

la....baru nk 1pm, terus nk lunch? hahaha

*continues study*

SUDDENLY!!!!!!!!!!

ALL THE LIGHTS OFF!!!!

god

im lik.

ok.

im calm.

biase je.

continues tularemia o sumtin...

then,

my head: y don i just tell my bestie, just incase anything happens!

so,

i did, i told bestie mimi.

me: OH MY GOD MI! IM STUCK IN THE LIBRARY! pls DONT tel my mom! takot nnt dye worry

mimi: ohyea? n i WONT WRY la?

me: awhhhhhhhhhhh...someone cares!

ahahaha...

i started thinking of statuses i cud put up on facebook.

then i txtd tyra,

me: ty, just incase the library tak bukak by 230, pls come n visit me

ty: whe r u?

me: lvl 4 ceruk by the tingkap *hence ade light utk study* blakang the tiang literature by the chicken soup section!

ty: jauh tu suria! go down to the tv area, kt situ at elast ade staff

me: u nuts???????// kne turun??????? i tgk kt tgh tu pun tgk dh gelap! kt area lif mesti lagi gelap!

hahah

wat freaked me out a little was tht, maseh je ade bunyi mcm pensel and all, n thank goodness, they never switched off the aircond...so i wasnt hot o netin.

i honeslty takdela takot hantu ke ape,

i more takot if one of the librarians came from m back n BAM said,

"OI! awak bwat ape kat sini? library tutup la!"

cos i SWEAR!

i akan scream smpai ke mahallah boleh dgr doh!

hahah...

but wtv it is,

by nearly 2pm *i think, i tak tgk jam*

me: *continue nk study*

SUDDENLY!!!

negro guy tinggi n tembam: walks frm between the dark book shelves carryin a water bottleand says ASSALAMUALAIKUM slowly,

me: *act mcm dono n looks back at book*

in my head: wht the hell?

then

the lights cme on,

terus i grabbed my fon

and on speeddial

i called bestie mi.

*tht guy was around still and sat 2 cubicles in front of me*

n as i was talking, he looked at me, so i took my bag n tabby n wen to the ladies room to chat w me bestie!

wowh!

i guess 5 days is long!

hahaha!!

we spent about 35 mins on he fon,

at which my fon abes credit, and mimi called back.

tht made my day

*besides goin out to but fabric w tyra*

ok tu je la fr today.

saya ngantok.

n its 10pm already.

tomoro im back in msu

*not really missin msu*

=_______________=

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

inspiration

2012-02-06T16:33:00.005+08:00

since its exm season for the MSU medical students.

be it in the shah alam campus...

or the chosen ones in bangalore...

evryone needs some injection...a little inspiration to go on.

to motivate.

and to strive.

some people have idols,

sum have role models,

i hav best friends whom i love to bits,

and are MY source of inspiration, motivation and fuels my studies...

first up,

my classmate,

my exfoundation mate,

my 'romantic' *hahaha*

mimi, mar, marjani, bestie mi :) and me. back in first yr

***

my sister,

my childhood memories,

the one grew up with.

my 'realist'

bestie eka :)

***

my engineer,

my hardworking and diligently perfectionist ex roommate.

the multitalented

bestie tyra, athirah, ty ;*

******

and most imprtant of all.

*my fav bestie of all*

the one i gadoh the most with, the one i go nut with, the one sumtimes i just DONOT understand, the one hu REFUSES to take ANY medical consultation frm me *unless depan orang*,

but most of all,

my personal doctor, nurse and SUBCONCIOUS motivator

*never pushing me more than i can, never harassing me with more than i cn do, and always...always....always understanding my needs above evryone elses*

:')

i love her to bits,

my backbone

and most of all,

my mom.

earlier today at subang parade

future doctor khamsiah ishak

*my mom told me a secret yesterday*

she said, she secretly wants to c in my wedding invitation satu hari nnt,

*card kahwin*

En Ridhuan Abdullah and DR Khamsiah Ishak

invites you to

their beloved daughter,

DR Suria Afifah's reception...

***

u c the DR? yeah, she wants two doctors in the weddin invitation...jauh juge pemikiran my mom...hahahah...

well thts it.

;)

“You must constantly ask yourself these questions: Who am I around? What are they doing to me? What have they got me reading? What have they got me saying? Where do they have me going? What do they have me thinking? And most important, what do they have me becoming? Then ask yourself the big question: Is that okay? Your life does not get better by chance, it gets better by change.”
alhamdulillah for all those around me :)

chill lah second hand drebar!

2012-02-06T01:22:00.001+08:00

its gona b 1am,

im lik wat?

half thru fundamentals n msk module fr my studies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but theres ntn on tv to teman me study...

and then my tabby habes, sbb mommy always forget to charge me tabby!

hahaha

so while i wait fr my tabby to charge,

i decided to read a conventioanl book.

hmmmmmmmmm

not really working out.

terus my kepala saket.

and im lik somehwt incapable of not singing or blasting my ears off with music while i study.

i find that it helps me concentrate more,

because i find the beat of the song n sync it with my memory cells.

yeah.

thts about it.

my bestie asked me to get off the net n study.

so i shall!

and i shall comment on the video above when i have time!

though seriously!

tht depicts me n my bestie!

besties leggings!

2012-02-05T16:45:00.000+08:00

look wat i found yeterday at alamanda putrajaya's carrefour!!!!!!!!!

serena n blair!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha

we ride....

2012-02-05T11:54:00.001+08:00

long weekend this is!

four days!

terer tu!

and my bestie eka cuti ari selasa before she starts her electives....

tho i hv an exm nxt week, so i cant risk it,

especially wen my mom pun cuti and wud hv her watchful eye on me...

honestly, i dont really hav anything to blog at the moment...

i was just so sad, tht i got lik 8 views the other day even after already bloggin panjang2...ntala...maybe i tak cek properly....but tht was wat it said, not tht it matters how many view i get pun.

hahahah...

my flow according to the above?

crazy

significant

PSYCHIATRY?????

hello!!!!!!!!!!

but my inteact club teacher always told us,

"y du u all love takin all these quizzes and flowcharts? they are all hocum"

ok,

she din say hocum

*hocum is somthin sheldon frm tbbt wud say...

hahaha

but i do kinda consider my self nuts at times...

ok, but wen im serious,

*wic now is rather seldom*

i do really do get really serious.

lets try the flow chart again,

sane

not so much

afraid of light

RADIOLOGY!!!

bagus!!!

mmg dah lame nk!

hehehe

like dr thandar my mentor and my cousin in law kak zahra. :)

*aka my bestie's crush's mom*

yup,

my bestie has a crush on my nephew *technically la*

tho he is lik 3 yrsolder i think???

heheh...

anyways,

i bete gtg,

need to

STAR.DIE

hahahha

lame.

i do tht all the time.

thts how i rollllllllllllllllllll

especially mase study

;)

hence,

me being dubbed mcm takbetul kat convention centre yesterday with my tabby sitting rite at the last row ;)

hehehe

i lost count!

2012-02-03T23:09:00.001+08:00

i sincerely have no clue how many days left till my FIRST REAL EXAM of SECOND yr medicine...

i mean,
yeah,
i had a test acouple of months back,
but tht is wht?
a TEST?

NOW
its lik for sure an EXM!
belom professional exm yg menggemparkan.

=.="

haish.

so anyways,
my lecturers have been giving us kinda a tough time?
always saying this la...that la....nagging nonstop.
and always saying how crazy third yrs gona be!
tht freakin freaks me out,
bcos i kinda can believe la...

one of my seniors lost 8 kg!!!
EIGHT FREAKIN KILOGRAMS!!!

another one has smaller cheeks *as stated by bestie mi*

most of them?
have serious FACE issues if u noe wht i mean!!!
*whisperPIMPLEwhisper*

sekariiiiiiiiiiiii!!!

i taknakkkkkkkkk?
*yes, question mark*

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

me, being a teacher, i noe wht teachers are like,
they noe whts best, and their nags are mmg betul, takle deny. nk nages tak guner, nk marah tak boleh. so makan je la, and buck up. *then y m i on the lappie?~~~sbb malam jumaat mmg malam saya blog!*

i came back late today,
745pm.
and i had tuition at the masjid at 8pm
so imagine how i mandi-ed, changed and got ready fr class in a hurry.
but i like the buzz :) the drama. ;)

i was kinda late,
but my kids waited fr me patiently, while one was busy waiting to kejut-kan me me by gettin on their knees and on the floor to crawl out of the corridor n frighten me,
i SCREAMED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i think the whole masjid dengar!
sebab it was so screechy! and the whole place echoed!
i paused as my heart raced, and a guy came out from the neighbouring class,
in a calm voice *as calm as i can go la*
"sumpah ikram! sumpah! sumpah! sumpah i can slap u right now"

i loved this boy to bits,
he was soo naguhty wen i firrst met him back in year 4, but now, hes actually a sweet fellow. so i xle la nk marah sgt, i geram je, while my hands trembled.
he knew i was mad, and kept quiet all along to class.

in class,
i warned no more scaring me, or u can get out.
haha.
*not joking*

come to think of it, i hvnt even had my dinner pun.
but im ok,
taklapar pun
cume happy je
:)

i had sever migraine on my right part of the head, throbbing giler!
but i knew,
the only cure was my kids, tht was why even i was on the verge of giila-ing marah,
i tak let it go.

*sigh*

minggu ni memang nta banyak cerita.

and i regretted only one thing.
:(

kekadang rasa, memang mulut seorg ibu tu masen la,
i can hear how my mom's voice goes,
"those people are actually the puppets of others"
i hate it when tht happens to me!
when i becaome upset over sumtin TTLY NOT my niche OR MY AREA.
stupid
stupid
stupid
and also,
stupid pms.

*sigh*

but i met a new person this week,
he was carrying a red velvet cake,
and was walkin with my junior.
at first,
i thought he was a random guy, but later found out, he was also a junior,
hence, me proceeding to:
"hus cake is tht?"

which was sadly answered by:
"awek aku punya"
or sumting to do w his gf...
so im lyk,
ok, ur gf gives u a cake
u bring it to class
in a LARGE case to show it to the whole world with a cake knife fr wat?
fr ppl to threat u while they makan the cake?

as i ran to chase ina back to class n give her a scary greet of goodmorning,
i came bck to th stairs seein kinah n mimi cutting the cake!

in my heart?
"nakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!"

n i did get!!!!
hahah..

later on in clas,

me: rugi ina tak ikot kteorg duk kat luar....
ina: nape?
me: kteorg dpt mkn red velvet cake!
*in my heart: OMG! did i just eat cake frm an UNKNOWN STRANGER???????????????*

of course,
he is friends with my friends,
and he is a medical student
*hence sposedly making him sejahat mana pun, seorg yg baek?*

tapi still!!!
hello!

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i enjoyed it nevertheless!

and had a heaty debate with him,
and wen i looked at kinah n mimi?
they just laughed which later back in class,

me: i dont really lik him
mimi: he is kinda lik u....a guy version of u....
me: wat? but he is ANNOYING!
mimi: dont u think sum ppl think u r too?
me: *pikir sejenak* wait, if i hate him? tht means i hate ME? heloooooooooo! how absurd is tht?

hahahhaa

macam sedeh je owh!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...turmoil betul aku dibuatnye! smpai petang.

later, wen i met kinah,

kinah: so, wat dyu think about him?
me: hmmmmmmm..y???
kinah: he's kinda lik u kan??

*telepathy moment*
all my friends mmg tahap cipan telepathy la!
can u believe kinah n mim tot the same thing? huaaaaaaaaaa

me: but i don really lik him!!!!!!!!
kinah: yeah, alot of ppl don really talk to him after they hv encountered him once.
me: i wudnt say tht i wudnt talk to him anymore....

honestly,i wudnt say i hate him sgt la,. i mean, i lik heaty discussions n debates. and i lik sum 'stimulating' conversations at times. i missed them,
but i find tht having them are hard to maintain now. since we're all busy and evrything.

so today,
we had a meeting with the dean...
about out exams.
oh boy, was she in a foul mode.

i kept quiet, and resisted most of my laughs.

and he kept calling 3 ppl.

shakir
aishah
and
*jengjengjeng*
me.

hahaha.

all,
the same type of personalities.

aishah looked so comel depan the dean td, mcm timid pun ada.. hahaha...
shakir was as usual, kinda annoying,
me?
timid jugk!
hahahaha....

oh how this week was a hectic one,
but i loved this week,

february,
u sure started with a thriling ride!

but alas,
:)

i cant wait for out outing!

since its cuti!

*after exm i mean*

kami
*aka the gedikgedikgeeks have alot instore!!!*

one.go tengok ANY random movie AFTER our last day exm
two.go super early to pyramid n skate our hearts out!
three.picnic with the whole picnic basket n towel! im bringin the drinks! ina's makin sandwiches...mar??????????hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

tu je la for now.

kami nk lepaskan rindu.

tp number one tu mcm susah sikit,
sbb dean kate kne quarantine lepas exm.
harapnyer maseh sempatttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
heheheh...

tu je.

nk skype.
n tido

;)

nytenytestudybright!

dramaaaaaaaa??

2012-01-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

gedikgedikgeeks all feeling under the weather

alamak,
tetiba pasang gossip girl season one random episode number 10! n omg! chuck's heart gets ripped as nate asks blair out fr the debutante ....hehehe...n omg nate is sooo handsome!!!

I_(-.-)_/ l_(-.-)_l \_(-.-)_l \_(-.-)_/ Everyday I'm shuffling .

ahahah...

Interogating the interogator!
have u watched tht Spy cartoon on nickelodeon i think?
well, tht was kinda like the topic between bestie mi n i on saturday afternoon ;0
how we got ther? takpela, no need details...sebab takut men-jeaopardise sum people pulak..hahah...but kalau tak cakap, u wont understand, hmmmm...lets just say, its a guy hum i work with...and he has the comel-est dimples ever...n he is tall... n kurus....sgttt mimi's type of guy *hence the arival to this topic* ~~~duhhhh ;)

so here was our conversation:
Malaysian Style....
*interogation room*
Me: please be seated
Mi: Whe do u.....*plays with his hair* come from?
Me: What relations do you have here??
Mi: YES! RELATIONSHIPs!! any girlfriends?? O.o
Me: Or u gay????
*we had some doubt there for a while*
Him: *Muka horror*

hahaha...lawak tak???

well,
the saturday drama dint start ther,
i mean on friday night,
i was surprised by my own kids...actually more like scared me, as when i opened my dark masjid classroom door, my kids lurked up from behind the door n screamed at my face! i screamed back in anger ofcourse...
this is by the same girl my best friend totally anti now...ahhaha...as this girl called me this name....which i dont wana say, because menyakitkan hati aja, which i think i dah forgive tht little kid, as tht fella is only standard 6...matang pun belum... alot to learn...hahaha...

so as we entered the class, tht was when the horror began, my kids went to their seats, and me standing in front of the class behind my teacher's table,
suddenly the girls in the front row started screaming and the boys starting laughin,
i honestly dint understand. and then only i noticed them pointing at the floor and th girls saying,
"bunuh dia!"
and all the boys did was acah-in that thing on the floor.
n that idiotic thing dint actly run...hahaha...
wat was tht thing?
apa lagi?
cicak la!!!!!!!!!

hahaha..
by the time the girls ran to me for shelter, i was on the teacher's chair scared out of my wits, and ALSO screaming!
the boys caught the tail! n proudly showin it to me,
i further screamed!
"apa guna tail dye! go get the real thing!"
and one of my braver students got the thing, and i wanted to pass a tissue box to kill it! IMAGINE! a tissue box? i pun dah nuts la masa tu! hahah...
and he brought to me, and i shouted,
"bukak tingkap! bukak tingkap!!!"
and they threw it out.
and so was the crazy drama of teacher suria n her standard 6 kids :)
hahaha...

the rest of my weekend was, as i said earlier, boring, n not well,
i think my diaphragm cramp or something! i cant laugh or cough! saket! n my mom's all,"ha, tula, suka gelak tgk comedy,"
hello! evidently la i tgk comedy gelak! hahaha....

anyways, tmr is monday,
a day many hate, also including my year 3 kids in LC!
yup!
i asked them! n they said they ahte monday because of the assembly! hahaha..
i LOVED assembly...the only time i get to chat with my friends...and how we always always hope it gets extended...hahah

*sudenly flashes back to form 1 assembly with bestie eka*

~~sister enda hall~~
~~loudly filled with girls chitter chatter~~

pn yong *or wtv her name was*: I hear voices
me and eka: *look at each other*
pn yong: *repeats* i still hear voices *n looks up wondering*
eka: *suara deep xle blah* i hear voicesssss
me: *gelak mcm cipan*

hahaha...until today, it is still our private joke people wont eve understand...
those assembly days were also the days eka n i used to play with each others backs and trace words n guess...hahah...

*those were the days*

on another note,
this week had been a great week!
although i was tired MOST of the time!
and many classes were cancelled n suddnly BAMMMMMMMMMMMMM class ari jumaat diwaktu petang! mcm ngenggggggggggggggggggg!!!

hahaah..

but we had pizza twice this week!!!!!!!!!!!

heheh...
first wen mimi n i went for lunch,
and wen she asked me what i wanted to have lunch, n i said, pizza, BAM! suddenly there was pizza in my uni cafe! mcm wowh! at rm3.50 je! but i neve ate it...i ahte kurma dagin with rice instead! hahahah....hahaha

\but tht evening, as i parked my car infront of the mamak shop for dinner, my mom suddenly said,
"lets hv pizza"
lik wowwwwwwwwwwww!!!

n he next day, friday,
gedikgedikgeeks n i had [pizza at the tesco near the roundabout!! hehehe...

:*

2012-01-29T20:16:00.001+08:00

its a short weekend

2012-01-29T17:41:00.001+08:00

wel, actly, its a nnrmal weekend
saturday n sunday.

i have loads to tell
loads to share
and loads more drama especially bila saya dengan my students.

but atm,
my diaphragm hurts.
i kinda not like this weekend :(

rabu warna biru!

2012-01-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

but i always noe i hv my gedikgedik geeks

and my besties!

because at the end of the day,

we all drive evryone crazy

just like today,

the first day back to uni,

and no class!

well,

ade but scanty je...

hahaha

n for god noes wht reason

i feel so stress free

mcm exm tu takdela dekat sgt

mcm there is nothin on me

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i wonder y.

im in a happy

manja

mood

klu ade duit,

dh confirm g shopping :P

***earlier tday***

i wonder hu did the above!
hahahah

followed by a funny statement later at night

by the same person

but its good that u x expect pape...

u x expect pape kan?

mcm comel je..

***

hehe..

the dreamiest guy iv ever seen
*after mr darcy*

so tempted to

so i began tumblr-ing

i just love these two above.

sgt comel

look wat i found

hahahaha...

byklaaaaaaaaaa...

for now,
i need to fly

and sleep
my bestie just reminded me of my ex
*yes, ex being the word,*
*as wen my fav lecturer entered today, tade feeling pun*

so yeah

breath in
breath out!

selamat malam!

:*

tongtongchang!

2012-01-24T19:25:00.000+08:00

nana, me n farah

so the anak-anak muda all sat at the anjung of my aunts house on chinese new yr after the bacaan doa and tazkirah....
we were also the first to lahap the makanan, hence gettin the house empty to just us and the kids...and some old aunts and uncles hu cant move around to go outside...

it was a nice bonding time
:)

i missed famly times, being raya the only time we get together, or if someone dies or marries.
mentionin the sad death first as marriage doesnt come often in my famly,
because amongst cousins, nana is up next, followed by me.
and nana hasnt really made up her mind so much, and hasnt mentioned anything yt, besides the fact tht she likes to look at jewellery nowadays....*but hu doesnt lik nice sparkly things?*

so as we were chatting up,!
nana quickly grabbed my tab,
and while having her treat of gettin massaged, by me and fellow nieces, she played with....get this.....FRUIT NINJA!
hahaha...
while wen farina *picture not taken* *because she bcme the photographer* played the piano...
i tell u, my keyboard piano is a hit...evrybdy played with it...fahmi n faisal too!
hahaha

fahmi: so ur taking medicine right?
me: aha?
fahmi: so u shud noe drugs right?
me: aha?
fahmi: u noe n****?
me: wat?
fahmi: yeah, u wont noe, ur a girl...
me: wtf?

hahaha....

he said his housemate took five with a bottle o\f red bull and dance 3 hours straight...hahaha...non stop!
hahah,,,

fahmi's sister,farina: abg u dint take it did u?
fahmi: no ina, obviously not..
me: ur abg wud noe it is dosa right *gives him the eye*
fahmi: not interested...
farina: then wht dyu du?
fahmi: just laugh at tht poor fello n angkat him home la!

i gelak-ed.
dalam my demam-demam and batuk-batuk and my puking of the absolutely proclaimed sedap lunch, i think i really enjoyed myself,

which brought me to this really one part of our conversation/cathing up i ttly lik,

fahmi: kak nana whts ur wage?
nana: 175
fahmi: huh?
*nana n farah bz chatting*
fahmi: *looks at nana n tries to catch her attention*
me: *try to lie down on farah's lap* *looks at how kesian fahmi is tryin to catch nana's attention*
me: ami, y wud u want her weight?
fahmi: NO! not her weight, her wage!
me: wel...she dint give u either...not her weight or her wage, instead, she gave her height!
fahmi: wat? *laughs*
me: hahahah...na, fahmi asking u sumtin...

so they exchanged their wages,
and fahmi complained about his future wage tht wud b around 18hundred??
n im like,
me: okla tu 1800 basic degree? normal wat? fr a quantity surveyor lg tu...
fahmi: dude! it hasnt changed fr lik the last 3 decades! *gettin emo*
me: so? *deliberates* okla, QS is an important line in the building industry...u guys shud get more....
hahah..
fahmi: *finally keeps quiet*
farina: kak suria, wht wud u get wen u start working?
me: rm3500?
fahmi: *dengang cepatnyer* *hands in the air* DONT ask her tht!
me: *laughs n looks at fahmi*
fahmi: just dont farina!
farina: y? byknyer!!!
me: *smug face* aah, bole la...
fahmi: yeah..but u DONT hv a social life!
me: OHYEAH!!!! then wht the heck m i doin now?

ahaha...tht was my anak-anak buahs n me...
yup,
fahmi being my age is in fact my nephew, as his mom is my cousin ;)

the night before cny,
i had a great dinner w another cousin!

kak lynet and i to the restaurant...

after the heavy dinner,
still making room fr dessert wic i cud makan because it was sejuk...

the only thing my famly n i dint du this cny is,
visit my mom's bestie,
aunty sweeleng n aunty susan...*my mom is so onemalaysia,she has 2 chinese bestfrends,one malay(hus lik mixed w indian n all) and an indian bestfren hum she married.* :)

because sincerely speaking,
im really hackered, right nw iv gota finish my work n study fr the forgotten quiz tmr... ;p

ohyeah, n i dint get to c my little nephew on my dad's side on saturday bcause i was recoverin frm my fever...but my mom said we'll go visit another time :)

so tht was my chinese new yr :)
very tiring,
and lowl nourished,
*but don wry, wen to mydin to stock up dy*

frasa minggu ini!

2012-01-24T11:49:00.001+08:00

im not sure wht phrases are in malay, i think its frasa..
but wat is more accurate is actly quotes...
hahaha

this week actly ade quite a number of things my frends and all said tht are quite mind bogglingly tickling...

first maser on tuesday,
wen we were learning pathology with a certain lecturer tht tot us a mnemonic,
"from jane"
N stands for Nail bed hemorrhage.....
aka,
the more scientific name,
SUBUNGUAL.
hence making it
word of the day...hahahah
because a certain sumone heard
"sabun b*nt*t" instead of subungual....

hahhaa

n by ina,as we were talkin aout bestie tyra's fabric,
tyra shud design bju fr ana rafali....
*because ana rafali liks to wear kurung modern* and the rockstar pattern was kinda cool!
id wear tht!

on another note frm my senior,
"eleh, baru 2nd phase da overload....
hahaha
*now i can delete the txt*

then from a beloved aunty,
A really good girl like you...Amin :)

and im lik,,*awhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
and wen i wento sleep with a nightmare? hmmmm...because in my dream, i met this reallyreally cute guy, smeone hu i felt deeply for, bt sadly, he was actly dead, he even showed me his grave, and asked me to put a yellow rose there, or an alamanda flower there....it was so sad, because then he just disappeared, and evrytime i wanted to c him, i just went to his grave...which dint really loom lik a grave, but a nice flower bed.
*sigh*
so sad. n weird, thinking tht i can actly feel my heart move? in a dream? weird.

oh! and this week!
i started kpop!
:(

mcm ngeng je.
taknk continu kpop pun ade.
tp i just lik those yg has english words in erm, and has sum really good moves...
Suria Afifah Ridhuan m/v tu ape?
Nur Marjani u mean MV ke? *tutup mulut dgn tangan cepat2*...

sedeh tauuuu!!!
tu belom mase kt msu on friday morning
me: *random* mi, girls generation ng wondergirls not the same ek?
mimi: *GELAK*
sedehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

moving on,
friday the 13th,
my bestie wished me hapy friday the 13th.~~~~bestie eka :)
she actly rmmbered! hhee

i think thts all. or i forgot dy. =.="
:)

selasa dah!

2012-01-24T11:33:00.005+08:00

i actually do this....

friend: but he's just a fictional character he doesn't exist.
me:
friend:
me:
friend: why are you hugging that book.

but NOT with a story book la...with my anat/physiology/biochemistry/PHARMACO book....

hehehe

but then again

sometimes i wonder,

ever look at your best friends? and wonder why the heck aren't you guys drama queens?

ps-its sunday! NO! is tuesday! esok kembali ke msu...n being a budak medik with a tonne of work...wich i dah nightmare....huhuhu....

and since im kinda in the mood of writing *yup, questionmark*
im gona some of the letter frm the list by the side of my blog n answer those questions! heheehhe

S
2 habits,
one.evry sunday morning, i wake up, i go to my mommys room and wtch ben10 and an assortment of cartoons i personally hate, but i still watch them to wake myself up..hahaha
two.i take off my kasot wen i drive ;)

M
If i forget betrayal
normally its there in my mind, but i block it out. n people hu did betray me normally really du mean their apology, so i don mind. but how cn u forget sumting?

E
hoe many holes i have in my ears
2 je. but pierced erm lik 9 times o sumting!

I
the last time i felt jealous and why:
hmmm...a few days before i got sick...
about 2 weeks ago? well, jealousy means sayang.

K
my fav subject:
at the moment? pathology :)

A
If I'm in Love:
nta, ok je?

ok, im really lapar!

not much of a writer weekend :(

2012-01-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

the saddest thing i saw on tumblr

but u cnt blame

****

talking about close friends,

something i told mimi:

when u c ur best friends crush

wat i did to mimi before patho lab on thursday:

dh dye nk sgt her crush...
:P
hahhaha

hu is he?

he

who i think also

***

wht id have on my bestie dayout

n tht is y im NOT out w any of erm,
sbb one sip will send me to a week of nebulizer!
hahaha

yup,
u heard me \,
nebulizer,
im asthmatic...

don wry...

klu i pengsan
n
u wana declare emergency

gelak2!

2012-01-21T21:08:00.001+08:00

and because of the naughtiness of guys:

hahaha

or maybe sbb they lik to be more outdoors thn girls...

and while on the subject of guys,
as many 'hot' guys i suposedly hv so called been proclaimed to hv met,
always dream,
faceless guys,
especially wen it sumone i suposedly feel strongly for,
i guess its cos i hvnt met him yet
:)

hinthint winkwink

2012-01-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

wana noe wht im upto besides
fb-ing
blogging
tumblr-ing?

HQ Wonder Girls + Big Bang Tell Me + Lie 071228

;)

*xoxo, newbie*

my kids are my source of energy!

2012-01-21T20:04:00.002+08:00

blog post selepas balik dr masjid

*not so alim though, sry*

i think tht is why my students love me to bits

*perahsan jap*

;)

i have to gota use the above to my kids!

sure never fail one!

tapi how come wen wendy says it,

she grew up all pretty anyways?

hahaha

*out of the courtesy to the fact tht i have been flashing back alot of my school days these past few days*

reflecting this week:

because it was literal.

random bestie jokes tht tickled me:

*but its stil UNacceptable tht my bestie gelaked me about kpop!*

ahahaha

***

now heres the array of random bites!

id make erm potato salad....

imagining:

mimi potato salad w creamy mayo...

boiled eka potatoes with skin on? hahahaha

smashed ina...

hahahah...

and funnily

tyra crisps...

yumyum...

sedap betul my friends...

oh yeah, tertinggal satu,

curry kiwa...

hahahaha

through all and all

they are my

yummy n delicious

and the most reason y i love erm is because

especially

those two gedikgedikgeeks

;)

out of the 365days,

nearly evryday kmi berhubung kot!

***

back to my daily life:

ofcourse im goin cardio...

giler i nk jd neurologist...

hahahahah

mengingati a random flirt this week:

but a defo is,

on my wedding card nnt:

Selamat weekend evryone!

2012-01-21T20:01:00.000+08:00

weekeend memang time saya bloggin!
akan tetapi, weekend ini,
saya tidak berapa sihat. memang the best time to fall sick la, considering its a long weekend!
hahaha...

but as much as i wud love to be quarantined and to be quarantied by all my besties....
but due to my 'hot'ness dh how many people booked me this weekend...
tho my mom tak kasi if i penat...

and before i really release my post yg betul2...

hav fun entertained by this video.
hahaha...

Price Tag (Google Translate = Tag Harga) - Encik Mimpi

get up!

2012-01-15T19:53:00.002+08:00

do you rmmber tht yasmin ahmad movie?
where sharifah armani acted?
*did i get tht right?*
where she was in lov with this chinese boy,
but their love never really got off.

tht movie was sepet.

yasmin ahmad n cast had introduced the idea n fashion of cotton kurungs,
n alas besides the point,

the first point i wanted to make was that,
i love intermarriages.
i hv been sying tht for a long time,
and just recently, it had been brought to my attention and talked about a little.

in malaysia, it is not weird and rather common fr intermarriages to occur,
and i hav got to say, i m one of the hasil of inermarriages.
and i wud love to have one, one day, although many barries wud hv to b overcome, and i noe the difficulties,
besides, im running away with the first thing tht need to be comprehended in an intermarriage, a guy. hahahaha.
which i clearly don hav. hahahaha! yet.
:P

the second point,
at which was the original point i put up this post was,

do you rmmber in the second part of sepet,
which was gubra,

she married a guy,
ofcourse not her high school sweetheart tu,
and then
she finds out tht her hubbie was cheating on her.

n when she goes n sess tht girl hu her husband was cheating with,

she wore her best
and
was on her best behaviour.

tht is how i m goin to b.

thank u.
whenever anyone has offended me, i try to raise my soul so high that the offence cannot reach it.

sisters :)

2012-01-15T13:22:00.003+08:00

Don’t be afraid, I’m right beside you

You lost your way, I’m here to guide you
Stay in my arms and rest for awhile
Just let me hold you, hold you tonight.

brunswicks.tumblr.com →

[☆] six gossip girl ships ↳ 01. serena & blair
►There’s nothing that you could ever say to make me let go

i spy with my little eye...

2012-01-15T12:59:00.002+08:00

2012-01-15T11:07:00.000+08:00

because i love you ;')

2012-01-15T10:36:00.000+08:00

dlm kegilaan n dlm kebeng-eng-an saya,

saya AMAT rindui:

*serena blair moments*

with my serena

and wit my blair.*tetiba rasa mcm vanessa pula~~~aka the devil*

i nk sgt photoshoot

with both my serena n blair

SERENA: bestie mimi
BLAIR: bestie eka

*for those hu du not understand*
its simple,
im a mixture of both blair n serena

wen im w mimi,
i bcome very blair-ish
and when im w eka
i bcome very serena-ish!

hehehe...

:)

my dreams fr tmr:

bottomline:

and saya tak nak ini berlaku ever

*sobsob*

to end all this crapcrap:

sebab bestie-bestie saya dan saya comel :)

trust. but dont b naive.

2012-01-14T16:56:00.001+08:00

for a good friend is one who says nice things behind your back.

#iwishyouknew.

randoms #2

2012-01-14T07:51:00.002+08:00

i miss tht place by the greens,
by thw window,
by the river overlooking the valley.

n my feelings :

*hanging by the moment*

and so are new yr resolutions.
nak go w the flow tak la sesenang mana sebenarnyer.
especially bile kite tak tahu ape flow yg betul,
:(\
mungkin sbb:

but all in all,

sifat sabar will help me move on,
but i guess as much as i de-prioritise u, ul still b my priority,
darah kte mungkin tak selikat air yg bila dicincang tak akan putus,
tapi pada saya, darah kita mcm oil kot,
higher melting point, n golden. :)

but guess wht?
i m merely human, just like you.
i may make many mistakes, n most of them, no intentionally, and out of my forgetfulmess.

because i don wana be:

*nightmare!nightmare!*
*nightmare pls stay in there in the life of sleep and NEVER cross over!*

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends, they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything, they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them, actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about. :)

Photoset reblogged from We Make Our Own Fairytales

Blair: And what if I lose everything?
Dan: You’ll still have me.
Gossip Girl: Maybe it’s not blood bonds that make us a family. Perhaps it’s the people who know our secrets and love us anyway so we can finally be ourselves.
Gossip Girl 5X02 - Beauty and the Feast

one question i noe the answer:

or replace u.

*no matter wt is said, sumtimes u just want actions*
*actions tht r kinda hard to observe wen u r lik jauhhhhhhh*

i guess

so for now,

selamat pagi dunia!
dari teacher suria!
5 hours of teachin!

2012-01-13T23:10:00.001+08:00

scribbled:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Az4aSJsI1I

on a happier note,

watch the video below,

sha my classmate recommended it,

and mar loves it.

i sumhow stll prefer the lyrics video..haha

We The Kings - Say You Like Me (Official Music Video)

friday the 13th.

2012-01-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

ikot mcm bear ni,
*sighs*
i cant bear u anymore!

hahahaha....

u get it?

bear?

hahaha

*lame joke*

so this week has been tough, wic part, i sendri dono, i cant rmmber part mane specifically,

tp yg pasti

tdo tak cukup,

nguap mmg banyak,

lapar jgn kira la.

*actly,lapar tak sgt, i have lost my apetite minggu ini*

lepastu bad mood, masyaAllah,

macam i spent all the positivity last week, this week, positivity has been soooo thready sampai i told mar,

"i sbnrnyer no mood, nk senyum ni pun fake,"

huhu

tapi tipu la there wasnt any good time at all,

~~tho it dint touch my heart.~~

~~mcm keras smcm je hati ni.~~

~~saket nyer~~

because after my years of tak kesah-ing with others, giving in to others, and just ikot-ing, or puaskan hati orang,

i finally think im goin to stand up erect fr sumtin.

this yr,

i hv decided,

no more following wht others feel, i now must hv a feel of my own.

=.="

mcm sebelom ini takpernah ikot kata hati aja.

lolsz!

tapi satu down side la, dh jd mcm keras sikit, and lebeh ber-ego.

saya tak tahu la kalau dulu saya pernah ber-ego ke ape, and tak tahu la kalau sekarang pun ade ego, *or is it just mcm merajuk kuat je lebeh* tapi, ade sumtin yg different, *atau sesuatu yang i only perahsan now*

tapi pikir-in it again, its not ego, i guess when i turned twentyone, i got a whole new list of objectives, that may have somehow changed than my old ones,

not to say th old ones are devoid, but they seem to have been embedded in me that its subconciousness pun dah ketara dalam myself to protrude itself.

eg?

as muchas i did NOT want to celebrate any bdays this yr,

wen ina wanted a cake, or a cupcake or anything tht is handmade,

i tried my best to make!!!

and guess wht?

i masak-ed!

i made pastry!

terer tak???

hahah...

dlm kesempitan bilik i, i curied my oven naek atas, and plugged it in kt tempat iron bju, n bermula lah my cookin

after i masek-ed i terus tdo, as it was wayyyyyyy past my bedtime.

altho i was 2 days late,

and i had already given ina her bday presie,

i just felt tht it was lik my duty to fulfill her bday wish.

after all,

it is her 21st.

i noe id want a memorable 21st.

yeay,

tak emo la sgt kot.

baru 13th day of this 366 day year dah nk ber-emo-nemo...

hahaha...

because as quoted by my previous role model,

prof dr muhaya

Jangan membazirkan modal umur kita dgn bersedih dan kasihankan diri sendiri. Tiada siapa dapat jalai kehidupan kita melainkan kita.

so,

bottom line

u noe whe, hu, n what i am,

if u work for it,

u will get it,

and i think wats best is,

distance.

*sbb i taknak jadi toy yg kte tgk setiap hari, thenlepas lama-lama dh maen, kte letak tepi mcm dh lusuh*

*i m the only child, always rmmber tht, not a kakak, not an adek, not the tengah, so i m different sikit*

tu la i percaya pada long distance relationships.

danger?

wen sumone cares less.

tu je la.

selamat pagi wherever you are!

2012-01-10T05:30:00.000+08:00

hari ini saya telah succeeded to bangun awal

yeay,

hence, mak saya akan menggunakan kereta, setelah lama nya.

xoxo,

budak medik tahun kedua msu shah alam

resolusi tahun ini

2012-01-10T02:53:00.002+08:00

gedikgedikgeek moments 2012

as u all may have known,

so far, i hv followed thru a majority part of my new yrs resolution.

2 of which i forgot to mention.

1. less bloggin this yr, as it is only to be done at the end of the days work, OR wen entirely bored OR wen there is time for it. bloggin shant be my main objective as i take tonnes of time to think, write, draft n edit,....

2. no more birthday celebrations. y? sbb evry yr since my uia days i hv been doin for one person or another, n im kinda tired already. bsides, dh past tht marvelous 21 pun, so from now onwards, mcm biasa je la kot? idk. but i wont say i love surprises. haha. *lagi 9 bulan nk birthday dh melalut psl birthday2 ni....* hahaha...

so today,

or yesterday

or wtv day u r on,

but on monday la,

the kurung day fr bestie mimi n i...

we nearly had a bigbig gappppppppppppp....

n mmg mencabar keimanan betul la kami smlm...hahaha...nearly keluared! NEARLY is the word! thank god ade tabby baby! as my gedikgedikgeeks had their ball of a ime on my tabby baby! hahaha...

*hv pics in ina's fon*

*will update wen i hav time*

hahah..

so tht was monday.

and as for tuesday,

another busy day. dah la tutorial pharmaco. i hv no comments la.

videos orang malaysia! youth satu malaysia! ;)

2012-01-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

tank goodness flyfm is kinda now.
*because seriously there was this time it sucked lik totally, n i cudnt even listen to hitz because all they (hitzfm ppl) talk about are all about footbal~~mcm takde bende laen mahu ceritakan*

sooooooooooooooooooo,
last week hunny madu was talking about this parody made by or msians on one of the most popular songs around. so, ape lagi, after finally ingating to ck it up on youtube,
this is it.

Lembu Nak Jaga (Moves Like Jagger Parody). #LNJparody

its really funny.
tho the guy isnt all tht hot la kan,
tp it was entertaining
they even hv this other parody for najwa latif's cinta buku muka...hahaha....

besides these,
i actly foun this other link, http://inianwarhadi.com/
thanks to bestie eka hu posted it up. he is kinda cool. bestie mimi loves his slang, well i like his ideas, very much lik mine. tho i dont hv the time n bother to du sucha thing. ;P
heres the one i was introduced too. n kinda my fav.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpUpXBW9yMs

enjoy.... ;P

:) random 2012 blogpost #1

2012-01-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

my bestie txtd me today!

*lompat happy*

thank god he dint say the below. hahaha

a great foto do describe bestie kiwa

hahahahaa...

while chatting to my bestie about my crush...

dyu wana noe wht he said to me?

he told me to tell my crush tht i like him

+.+

im like,

serious??

=.="

and he's lik lecturing me...hahaha

ok, tht wasnt even half as bad,

he told me,

hold on tight

and don let my crush go

im lik

+___________+

tah pape la bestie sorg aku ni.

*mane la i noe if i lik my crush ke x? im not tht sorta person to think about feelings, tho i swear im suposed to figure tht out this yr, but ill figure it out wen i need to figure it out...

heheh,,

so wtv it is...

on another note,

yesterday wen i went to my famly's place, they were asking me wat i want to specialise in, fr sum reason i answered paeds la...

considering i was in my teacher's mode..hahah...

but i teringt my patho class *on the cardiovascular system*

and also kata-kata eshrina back in form 3: "u du love the heart"

*bcos i used to love drawing the heart again n again n again...

i love the heart

so good luck to me, in my future undertakings.

and most important of all,

good luck to besties in uia...

kiwa

nabilah..

and all friends in uia taking exms this week...

anis naa

anis ju

yana

and evryone!

so tht was,

randomly suria afifah of 2012,

hopefully at the end of it i turn out as the above.

*new yrs resolution*

less blogginggggg

2012-01-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

so since i have a new baby, i have lessen my blogging...
and not ony that, my internet on broadband is sooooo bloody slow...walhal, klu u wana noe, my year has kicked off has been reallyyyyyy cool...

atthe moment im at my cousin's place visittin my accidenatlly accidented nephew (whu is one yr younge thanme) hu broke his left arm...wic upon hearing, i felt lik crying, im not sure y, but it was so sad, n it kinda reminded me of my bestie, wc i cant contact the moment. *kiwa, y dont u eve on ur fon?* alhamdulillah my nephew is ok, except fr a broken left humerus, anda very bad graze on the rght arm....he is srtong, n after lyk really examining him, i noticed, he actly has grown up quite a bit, he looks more manlier now, compared to his abang hu is one r older thn me *yup,im sandwiched between them two*...heheh...so thank u abang fr the internet...hehehe...
n thank u also fr gelakking at me..hehe...i miss famly times..its cool being the youngest cousin..hehhe...

so let me stop babbling n show u some of my crazily awsome 2012 hopefully 2012 will keep being awesome just like me. wit alhamdulillah all my resolutions keeping un check..hehehe..

#blogged frm tabby baby

my 1st weekend of 2012:

new year,new toy.

2012-01-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

bonding moments with bloved grupies....
more lik jakon time pun ade gaks! hahaha

that was the chant i started singing when i reached home.

the first week of 2012 had been awesome as expected, eventhough we had a bomb of an assignment, bomb refering to how abrupt and how explosive it was, but we managed to do it.

i have gota admit, i have already have 2 favourite days of the yr in this first week out of the 53 weeks of the yr!
the first being my bestie's birthday on the 3rd of january. although he is 200 miles away from me, and i hadnt heard frm him for a long time. memang sah Batman, klu ada hal barulah ada story, kalau tak lay low macam kelawar. so whts so hoohaa about this day? well, after completing 3 modules, and 3 months into the 2nd yr proper,my gedikgedikgeeks and i finally had our first outing! yeayeayyy~~ although tht was the day of the big

smiles of a friday afternoon
:)

back frm emipre shopping.
:)

a grrrrr8 jalan2 time

my bestie kiwa's bday cake tht i cudnt afford n had to share w gedikgedikgeek ina
the best pavlova eve!
we even berjaya converted mar sekali!
hahaha

ushering in 2012

2012-01-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

generally,

i woke up late,

cuci-ed my rumah...

n then lazed my house today...

ofcourse i kemased my bju..n i started *started being the word as i dint finish*cleanin my room,

but my parents ajak-ed me out.

so off we went,

5 hours of grocery shoppin AGAIN today...in the ever huge tesco extra sha alam...*not the one near my uni*

*wht i did at the supermarket*

other than that,

i watched ice age 3? fr the god noes wat time as it played on tv 2.

whilst i sort out my pictures in my lappie. wic i then came across this:

tht was our new yrs resolution last yr...

and gues wat? we resolved tht!

just lik how we resolved the yr before *i cnt find tht status tho*

whe we wanted to rock medicine n be the most fashionable and the great medical students as well

so this yr,

we made the annual public resolution of our bestie-ness...

so first in the list,

being professional la kirekan,

if a guy likes u,he will tell u.

if u are good, people wil most prolly tell u.

so,

in each step,

think, feel, seek opinions, then analyse.

judging it comes last.

and rmmber,

love, theres just too much to go around,whether or not it comes back to u. thts another story, as long as ur sincere ;)

~~if u suck, u most prolly wud hv felt it dy...~~

~~so do sumtin~~

moving on,

because we r too hoohaa...too crzyyy....too loud....

i decided to skema it down la konon...

but u c la how i reacted after mar considered it...

hahahah

and look at how she agreed to me taknakkkkkkkkkkk-in..hahaha

so here's a fashion tip fr me *n u,if u dare*

of course, sbg muslimah yg baek, silalah wear inner.
terima kaseh.

kalau tak nnnt

that wud make

me n mar

*malu aja*

but tru all aand all,

we noe,

so tht was

ambang 2012

2011-12-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

xoxo
suria afifah

here;s to a happy 2011
and insyaAllah a peacefully happier 2012
:)

in 2011,

ive been exceptionally cute.

but don wry!

so r u!

bcos,

try

;)

try it!

i think wat i loved most in this yr is

especially wen im w my bestie,

its lik,

i can b quiet fr all anyone cares, and we wud still b comfortable

but we always...always have sumtin to say*this line refers mostly to bestie mimi*

n tht is how i noe

besties

***

and

amongst the things ive learnt this yr is

except for mar la,
the scarier the movie,
the more popcorn will b popped during the movie...
hahaha
lolsz...

because seriously.

i have never watched this many movies this year compared to any year ever in my life.
or any scary movies!
i watched 2 this yr!
thx to gedikgedik geek ina
n OBVIOUSLY bestie mimi la kan =.="
so much fr fright night n insiduous...

well except fr tht yr wen i was younger wen my mom used to bring me to the movies evryweekend in klcc

talking about klcc

n fr my twentyfirst...

my bestie eka,

evntho about 10 days late,

and after how many endless obstacles,
made it

made wat?

my birthday celebration of course!

so many fotos.
but bcos lembap sgt nk upload,i only got this one
:(

and
talking about 21st...

we had a not-so-suprising bday party fr bestie mimi...

i bought a cake n wanted to celebrate bday w bestie tyra...
missed bestie eka's bday due to clas...
n
sent a video thru facebook fr bestie bi
*not available fr public*
:)

bsides hvg a great time with friends,

i had an awesomely amazing 2011 famly time.

:)

my mom got her long dream masters:

and now is continuing her phd
:)

after my mom's 'islamzation of knowledge' exm yesterday
:)

so insyaAllah by the year 2015, there will b 2 doctors in the famly...
one in medicine...and one in education :)

and my famly has never been as rapat as we r now
:)
alhamdulillah

best of all,
i got my dream car
:)

wuyieo!

oh how big all of us are now:

cousies
:)

with my mom;s bestie of 50 over yrs n her children
:)
at my nenek's house

i even work now...
*part time of course*
this yr had been my second? year of 'teacher suria'

although there were so many times i felt lik giving up
and tired n nk giv up je
and lik sucha failure,
i wentru it,
and guess wht?
i will nve quit my job.
bcos at the end of the day,
thru the ups n downs
n the kepenatans...
this is me
:)
teacher suria.

and as classes went
most part of 2011 was NOT about studying
and wasnt much about studies pun
wic is sucha a downside.
it ttly pushed me off my route.

tho we did meet new people
thru the gor forsaken prep course

and we had tonnes of time to jalan-jalan...

tak le muat slide ni la!

and win sum competitions

and in the proper-proper second yr:

the time i faci-ed the juniors orientation

we still had smiles terbawa-bawa frm prep course

when second yr proper in session
we were still all in smiles
:)

so in general,
we had a good time,
the gedikgedik geeks n i

at mar's twentyfirst

bcos sum habits die hard.
especially wen they make us feel good.

but

promise to self,

will concentrate more in class this year,

as 2011 has pushed me out of my place sikit,

because 2011 byk sgt kali the below has happened:

*but the above refers more to this one lecturer tht i think has started liking me less dy*

and it kinda annoys myself.because mcm ngeng je kte duk dpean kelas n pretend pikir wen there is ntn in my head.

mcm useless feeling je.

*not to repeat this again! if i du, will walk out of class*

*refering to my unstudiness,unrajinness n unbaekness*

not to say we did all bad,
cos we did du guud

lik in pco presentation :P

and at the end of 1st yr.
bestie mimi n i mc-ed a dinner
:)

before we enter 2011,

and leave my 200++ entries

*thts byk!!!!!!*

let me present u with a roll of this yr's best posts.

*wel,amongst my fav la*

the time i started familiarising myself w tumblr n gifs...

http://alilbitofevrything.blogspot.com/2011/11/gif-parade.html

and something tht reminds me tht,
sumtimes, its just rezki tu di tgn tuhan...
http://alilbitofevrything.blogspot.com/2011/09/she-drives-me-happy.html

i even tried a hand at writing a recipe...
http://alilbitofevrything.blogspot.com/2011/08/eve-of-raya-n-rendang.html
*the only recipe i noe...*
ahahaha

and ive decided its my fav 'islamic' post....
has gota be
islamization of gossip girl
http://alilbitofevrything.blogspot.com/2011/12/islamization-of-gossip-girl.html

but my ultimate,

and no doubtla....

wht really made me happy was this one post:

http://alilbitofevrything.blogspot.com/2011/10/tuesdays-with-busy.html

bt most of erm are tainted with sadness

mcm

ok.im quite sure there were other post i loved.

but bcos im pressed fr midnite fr me to realese this post,

i cn possible go thru each n evry post.

heheh

so in 2012,

this year,

i m goin to give more alms.

wt eve 2 cents, i have.

for every burden we relieve from a man on earth, Allah will relieve one in the akhirat :)

confidence,

yes i have.

but in medicine,

id lik to improve mine,

so my last words are:

a little reminder fr self

whe i shall:
1. face my feelings.
2. be more disciplined n organised
3. follow wat my mom instructs to me, especially under her regime.

bcos 2012,
ur facing the suria afifah of twentyone.

insyaAllah with the help of Allah, my parents, my familia...
and most important of all,
those hu i spend a lotlot time with,
my friends,
especially bestie mimi

and
gedik2geek ina

:)

BTS of 2011

2011-12-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

idk if its medical thingy tht drives us crazy!!!

but we surely lov goin crazy at times...

and wht best way to record erm all!

and at the end of the yr 2011,

let me preview

or review to u wat the gedigedikgeeks n i hv been doin...

the bestie i have on campus!

first up,

just before the meeting with the dean

*ye la,told u stressful times brings the bestest of us...*

meetin the dean very stressful la!!

hahah

the second one

is the last video recorded in 2011...

if oni i cud edit videos...

but i mmg fail la bab tu...

*all i wan fr xmas is a domain.....honorablesunshine.com*

2011-12-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

harus elakkannya dari mula.

Nafsu Muka Buku (cinta muka buku islamic version)

jika kau cintakan aku,

jumpalah waliku.....

the skeletons in 2011 :)

2011-12-31T15:34:00.001+08:00

medical students at their craziest....

ni bru the sneak preview...

more to come

after go grocery shopping jap!

poyoh!

2011-12-31T00:34:00.003+08:00

go figure!

but hu is?

2011-12-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

of course la u wont b cold next to me,
im the sun/suria for heavensake! hahahaha....

and growing up n being in love is wen,
*love as in sayang*

u can cope wit things lik tht,
yup,
thts how i noe i really syang org tu.

n tht is how u noe ur best friends,
its wen u can b there fr their fall, *be it be physically kt rocks msu tu, or the fall of cucuran air mata*
and at their peak...*ur super happy.....lik sincerely...hehehe*

im obviously ok je
:)

*thank god,klu tak mmg drama hindi tak kesudahan la kan*
hahaha

on another note,
memang sah klu i said this:

mar n ina pengsan

caya tak?
they say i dont hav a romantic bone in myself!
hahaha

one tht u gota have to tmblr:

tht is love!
be it cinta o sayang

i dont care wht ur after.

2011-12-29T06:01:00.003+08:00

what im always after.

the kind of bags no one has. ;)

budak medik mmg skema,

if let say i were to go to a concert,id...

n y a calculator and not a stetescope?

sbb in the first place,

i mmg tak keruan la nk g concert..hahaha...

a new yr;s resolution to keep in mind:

hahaha...

the most annoying song in the worst pickup line!ahahah

wt normally hapens to me daily:

hence my abstinence frm le lappie ;)

hahah

this is wht happens wen a friend from school follows ur tumblr:

and guess wht sthe funniest ting i said the other da in clss?

*presentation*

presenter: good morning dr *insert nme here* and my friends

me: *sejak biler aku kawan ngn kau?*

mimi: ahahahah...

and wit tht!

slamat pagi malaysia!!!!

new motto:

Cicak Kobeng #500

2011-12-28T20:43:00.001+08:00

YUPPP this is it!

my 500th post!

wat a long wayy ive come!

ecehcehcehhhhhhh....

and wht beter way than a happyhappy one!

n u noe hu makes me happy!

those hu love me

n i love them of course!

hehehe....

the gedikgedik geeks
prepared fr our presentation!

double thumbs up fr the
.
.
.
.
.
.GREEN ST**LS.

this was lik last friday,

and honestly,not my BEST presentation..but i still got claps...wic was so funny!

belom stat,terus org clapp...and then guess what?

got typo error!

hahaha

milk?

bcame MOLK!!

hahaha

saliva

bcame SALIVE!!!

xle blah..

but after all has been done n said,

my lecturer was happy w us, n gave us double thumbs up!

ewah2...

hehehe

wel,not my fault,

wen i was giving out the introduction to my group,.

the background was white,

and the writings were black

*yes,budak medik mmg boring n skema sikit*

but the writin was tainted w green,

and us, being a cohesive group,

we decided to wear green!

n suprisesurprise!!

my lecturer noticed! n complimented us!!!

cehcehcehcehhhhhhhhhh....ngeheheh...

but back to today.

during pharmacology today,

one of the side effects that were discussed was

"flatulence"

do u noe wht flatulence is???

*seminar goin on*

friend 1: what is flatulence?friend 2: aah ek, *opens tab**me sitting infront of them*friend 1: afifah wat is flatulence?me: *nak gelak* flatulence is..............KENTUT la.... *tahan gelak tahap cipannn*friend 2: la....orang dh google dahme: *gelak n looks forward**abit later*
friend 2: afifah *nudges me w tab*

*gambar*

*can u zoom in?*

hahahah...

its a gambar orang kentot-ing!

ahahahahahahaha

i mmg nk cipan gelak la time tu,

wic got the attention from bestie mi,

mar: nape ni?

*shows picture*

mar: *mule gelak*

*mind u my fav lecturer was a few feet behind me...hahahaha...

*and then as i was facing mar's side..i saw one of my classmates sleeping lik a baby*

tht was the funniest ting ever,and lagi la tak le tahan,

but then mar being my mommy...haha *in the best way*

mar: eyh,jgn gelak la,dye tak sehat

me: ooops...

*the above depicts me*

and my gedik-gedik geeks...they always

always guide me thru my long long way...

bcos i tend to dabble n yabble nowadays...n kinda get nominal aphasia...

hmmmm

*or m i just sje je diagnosing myself?*

oh darn!

i really had a whole lotta stuff i wanted to talk about...but im sooooooooooo bllur ttbe....n sleepy?

xpela, nxt tym!

well,cicak kobeng,

thts the personal joke of the gedik-gedik geeeks.

thank u!

the one thing i hate.

2011-12-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

i have decided.

the most hated thing i hate in year 2011 is.

my pms.

rest assured, i hated it for very long time.
but its green evil eye just sucks.

*sigh*

*guess wht mood i m now in la kan*
=="

hence i try to rmmbe the happy times

and look wht stumbled upon!

oh boy!
ccepatnyer i recover!
but right now i blur sikit.

i think i need sum space alone.

so i end today with a food for thought for myself

and those hu read this too:

Sparks fly :)

2011-12-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

over the weekend,

yupyup,
my crush visited my moms bestfren...
as much as im crushless,there is a guy hu i have my eye out for...

though i keep telling bestie mi tht its not gona happen bcos there arnt any sparks.
n tht is y i dont hv crushes,sbb i lik the thrill of the friction, the movement, the not wanting, the not noe-in, the not foreprredicting. i lik the mystery.
and when i like a guy, as much as i doNOT wana dream n etc....
as a girl,
i still hav a vague n gneral idea of an 'US'
hahaha

takes all the fun n mystery away betul!
tu pun mujur im not an avid reader...klu x mmg drama frama! hahaha

so here i hv the black n white my prediction,my jinxing of my 'relationship' with my certain 'crush'...hahaha..

“Chemistry ignites the fire, but character keeps it burning"~

because at the end of the day...

but on the other hand...
doesnt mean iv given up

because i hvnt even strted...

hahah

3 more posts till my big 500! ;P

2011-12-26T23:12:00.002+08:00

ull miss me wen ur gone. ;)

2011-12-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

my current theme song.
too bad i dont hv it in my fon
=.="

Gym Class Heroes: Ass Back Home ft. Neon Hitch (LYRIC VIDEO)

I don't care what you're afterAs long as I'm the one, noI don't care why you're leavingYou'll miss me when you're gone

being a wallflower ;)

2011-12-26T22:49:00.003+08:00

rainbow cake!

2011-12-26T00:10:00.001+08:00

wat i want for my new yr's party...

aahaha,,

sejak biler i ade party ni..hahaha..

Santa and I Know It! (LMFAO - Sexy and I Know It PARODY!) Key of Awesom...

2011-12-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

2011-12-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

if nasyeed waas lik this

2011-12-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

i cabar-ed my kids to make a vidclip lik this,
and idbelanja them ayam penyet...

talk about an addicted ayam penyet teacher...hahah

SNSG - Pinter Ngaji (Dance Clip Version + Dangdut-Gambus-Koplo Remix + J...

i do look good la!

2011-12-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

so far,

i have gone for 3 big annual dinners in my life.

1. in uia,

2. the farewell mbbs dinner

3.my faculty dinner.

the simiilarity?

my friends dressed up,

and so did,

we wore our best,

we prepare fr the big dinner

and last n most important thing,

we make up,

except fr me.

iv always hated makeup!

*pfffffffffffffffffffft...lame. walhal,if u wanto noe,i was one of the first to try makeup back in high school amongst all my friends*

but now,

all i whine now is tht,

i HATE wearing make up.

sampai the last dinner,i dint even wear make up pun,

haha..

but guess wht?

today,

in my car, as ina n i were stuck in a jam to lunch, she opened my car's drawer, and found my makeup,

and guess wht she proceeded to do?

she make-ed up me!

n wowh!

i actly have to say tht,

i did look a tad little pretty,

and NOT old as i always wud if i were to make up myself!

hehehe

thank u ina!

gambar sebelom our presentation
and me nearly makeup less...
heheh

u do the math la!

2011-12-23T20:56:00.002+08:00

future doctors laugh on this!

selamat cuti pendek tiga hari semua orang!

:)

gedikgedik geeks goes to.....

2011-12-22T22:16:00.003+08:00

rumah hantu msu

hahah

ini adalah cerita kami.
the gedik-gedik geeks.
:)

and earlier on in the morning,we spotted by the cafe of our uni, these booths being set up.
me: mi! macaroons~!
mimi: ha? yg mane,
me: xpela,nnt kte tgk,we hv class now,
*in my head* : mcm la we wil get a chance to check it out. :(

my anak buah linked me youtube video depicting the sadsad n boring life of a medical student,
and guess wht, as hoohaa as my friends are, we gave up alot of things, and we practically put our lives on halt at times for studies,
so back to the tot in my head,
there was a reason fr tht,
because, my frends n i r normally always upstairs,
and by the tym we come down, everything dah tutup, seriously,how many times kot in the past, we dint even noe wat was goin on downstairs sbb kami class back to back n all..sobsobs....sumtimes, i c in the morning, the tables are being put up to b used, and bile i balek in the evening, these tables are still there with trace of bein used...haha...

but today,

luck changed.

pathology finished at 3pm

;)

and we went down to check ot the stalls!

altho the macaroons dah abes,

but we got to cuci mata and stumble upon

rumah hantu!

vampires!

rm1!!!!!

mar: korgggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!! *squeels* tgk!me: *looks*ina: *bwat xhirau*mar: jommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmme: serious?ina *maseh bwat taktahu*

finally,
me: three tix! dont wry la, tak takot la....

proceeds to level 5....

the looooooooooong line to the rumah hantu

wowh,

hu knew,

tht many people in uni wud actly go to a rumah hantu during the day in msu?

haha...

mcm tak percaya je.

at 330pm:

muuke-muke gedik-gedik geeks sebelom entering the rumah vampire hantu

after chucking our bags in the locker,

we lined up,

and

the long line dint seem to move,

by 10mins to 4pm we made an ultimatum,if it doesnt move, kami balek, hence the happy face of sabrina...hahaha

but wen 4pm came, we gave it another 15mins, and it finally started moving...

and we were on a roll, after about 7 groups, were up next, and here comes the funny bits...

ina: ina nk tgh,

mar: fi depan kan?

me: NO way! u la! *refering to mar*

mar: ha?

me: ye la! ur idea!

mar: *muke cuak*

me: ok, ohjuz!

ohjus!

i won!

hahaha...

before entering,

we saw all these people keluar-in frm the room

sum were shouting, sum were screaming, some were laughing, and some looked plain bored,

and we saw clipses of the hantu, which werent all tht scary...

me: la, don wory, we've dealt w dead bodies, big deal....

hantu ni pun bukan yang betul,

manusia je pun...

ina: ina dulu pernah pergi umah hantu, lepastu ina keluar balek...

me: so?

ina: ina kua balek pintu depan sbb takot sgt!

mar: *nervously anxiously waiting utk masuk dgn excitednyer*

the exit!

which we survived to get out from!

alive!

ahahah!!!!

as we filed out, the same order we went it...

mar

ina

and i...

but the order we were inside there???

INA

then only

MAR!!

hahaha

so here's a short review to wat semed FOREVR kt dlm tu,

first,

there was a hantu behind the door,

me being last,

i tutup muke from the left,

as mar n ina dh jerit biler masuk tadi...

then,

me being last also,

i heard mar n ina gettin raba-ed by a hantu on the floor,

ina: OIIIIIIIIIIIIII jgn pegang!

mar: Ahhhh

me: don touch me! ill kick!

but we got touched...

n those two hantus werent scary lgsg...

the next one was the disaster,

as we had to turn at corners

in the dimly dark room covered w newspaper,

we saw the figure

white n long haired,

we all halted as we had to pass tht thing,

lamer giler kot!

sampai hantu2 yg lain came n bugged us to move us infornt

tapi kmi tak gerak2!!!

then u noe wht happened?

the hantu after the puntianak jerit:

oi! kalau takot sgt, mintak laluan je,

minta maaf kt dia and jalan,

so ape lagi,

me : *instaneously* awak....kami minta maaf, nak tumpang lalu ye,

ina: excuse me

mar: *terkelu*

and after saying tht,kami maseh diri tercegat xbrani move,

finally,

ina took the brave move and walked first,followed by me sgt dekat,

and FINally bestie mar...

and bcos takot sgt n jln yg sempit giler,

kami nk lari la dlm kurung kami tu,

and guess wht hapend?

*budubammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm*

jatuh kerusi n mar~!!!!!!!!!!!

huhu..

tapi kami gelak je!

hahah

n all the way out,

we just gelak-ed..cos all the other hantus dint seem so scary,especially wen we knew wht they were...how they looked lik, and tht they cud speak....

but tht puntianak...

*naik bulu roma*

no thank u.

wen we left....
i was all i tell u, no need to b drunk to b crazily high lik i was just now. dah la masuk lift, jumpe a whole lift penuh juniors, they all tgk je i gelak mcm histerics. but if u were me, u wud, mar n ina pn gelak mcm org giler...

hands all shaking,
heart thumping.

that small rumah hantu realy got our blood n adrenaline pumping la!

honestly i felt realyyyyyyyyyyyyy bad fr making ina stand in front

but it was just too hilariously scary!

soryyyyy ina!

u noe we love u

n owe u!

hahahaha

weyh serious susah!

2011-12-22T00:27:00.004+08:00

i just made a bloody resolution to face my feelings,

but guess wht?

bile my bestie tanyer wats up,.

terus i said,

"watcha doin"

wic thankfully distracted her!

hahahah

mmg mati la.

i hate feelings.

T________________T

bcos by tmr morning i dh ok dah jumpe bestie hahahah

weyh serious chatty!

2011-12-21T23:18:00.001+08:00

the friendship of gedik-gedik geeks by the none other,
sabrina azizi
:)

its 11pm*lebehlebeh*, i just got settled down in front of my lappie frm dinner n etc with my parents. ~~*n ive been given 20mins to blog by myself*~~

i love staying with my parents.

i had a good chatty time w me mom today...and my dad helped me revise patho...haha..*seriously thinking of taking up lecturing after my degree/master/fellowship*

besides the point.

i had a good day today ~~but its gettin lesser n lesser lik 5 mins ago~~

*there were some photos,not in my broken fon *yup,my not yet 1 yr old fon is halfbroken,but stil usable* i was very chatty. for some god noes wht reason.

the only sad thing about today is tht we played with rats. white. blind. rats. it was so sedeh.
they were lik,
"whe m i? wht m i doin here? *sniffsniffsniff* who are you?? wht are you goin to do *snifnif*"

they were much more hyper active compared to the previous one,and dah agak la,obviously ina dint play with it,because dgn i pun, it kept runing around and round my hand, and mimi's rat,
well, it b*rak-ed and then it TRIED to pee, *tried being the word* hahahaha....

the last time we did animal testing
which was also the first,
teruje sgt la tu

the time we had to test on rabbits
ours was named fluffy

#note to self: will not KAHWIN either naz or shaki, sbb klu nnt ade anak dgn dyeorg, i yg kne jaga ank kteorg sorg2. just lik wat happened to fluffy, and as i quote frm shaki,"ni example real life, tgkla, fluffy ni berkurap,takde org syg rabbit kte, nnt ngn patient pun kte nnt mcm ni ke? kalau patient tak hot xyah layan ek?" hahahaha...

but before pco lab *pco=pharmacology*
we had sum moral support *we= mimi n me*
bestie mimi n i had our due talk before zuhr while waiting fr our not-so-crunchy waffles...

bcos issues are best talked,
best expressed,

and talking int tht manner,
my firsst resolution fr yr 2012,
stop suppressing my feelings.
i shall face them,
i shall feel them,
and right now i have finally succumb to one feeling,
starts with a J.
can u gues??
.
.
.
.
.
..
.
.
.
.

something my friends n i had always associated with Scorpions.

wel guess wht?
i have tht too.

but first up,
to bestie eka, i M NOT jealous w ur situation. no. not at all. *details, pls c me, or try recalling wht u said i mite b jealous of,*

so then wht?
*sigh*

nightnight.

byk kerja,

*if only they wud disappear*

tp second tots,

i love work.

im not much of a story teller.

2011-12-20T15:48:00.000+08:00

JoJo - Disaster

*my current theme song*

Memang sah disaster la wen ur lecturer tht u met at 8am after ur longlonglonglooooooooooong holiday suddenly gives u a piece of assignment to be passed up at the end of the day by 10pm.

dah la i was insomniac the nght before last, i slept less than 2 hours,
wat did i do wen i was NOT asleep? tossing about my bed! haha..noting to do,assginment ~~*mase tu takde*~~, lab report pun dah siap. so just toss toss and bukak lappie weneve i feel too bored on bed. hahaha...

and then bam!

assignment mengejut

~~*wic i tot xjd since kami dah meeting dgn lecturer n he asked us to prepare fr today;s tutorial oni.*~~

~~*bykla*~~

~~*tgk2,tutorial ke mana, passup pun bile*~~

mujur la ade geng, and bestie yg boleh berkompromi n gotong-royong with for work.

*winkwink*

but today is another day after all.

its a tuesday.

takde la disaster mane pun,*eventho normally tuesdays are loathed very much*

besides the fact yang i dint go to class

*in my head: rm 150 tu*

*u: apekah?*

*me: ~~flash back to meeting w dean~~~*

dean: dyu noe each class is anaverage rm50,u mals pergi clas, u ponteng pergi class, it costs u rm50 each

me: byktu....topup satu bulan

u: T_______________T

gahahaha....

well, i dint do it for fun,

i still hd to wake up early,

~~wic i bet is still earlier than org yg duduk dkt brunsfield across my uni...hahaha...~~

bcos i had to help my mom with her presentation.

dh brape hari dh kene bugged by my mom's,"ya, ma ade presentation next week," "ya, ma ade presentation this tuesday, we do this weeken ek," or "ya,tolong ma carikan literature review online"

dah puas dah ke hulu hilir mencari bahan, and bukak internet, and being bugged by a geek *i mean tht in the bestest way*

i truly adore my mom's kegigihan and semangat to belajar.she said,nnt biler dye dpt phd,part of it will b mine... :D hehe

she's even skippin one of her student's wedding next week fr a study date =.="

*sigh* klu lah i am more lyk my mom in my studies

but then again, then id be.......wel, my mom! hahaha

mom n me
after presentation dh siap di type

~shes reading up fr the presentation~

i had a talk w my mom *wowh,serious bunyinyer*

nah..i talk to my mom on a daily basis *i freakin stay w my mom, so obviously la* but tday i told her sum stuff i nve wont tell her, i kinda 'opened' up to her la kirekan. acidentally? haha...ntn bad, n ntn major,

but it lead me to my new year's resolution

*oh wowh! ade org bwat resolution la tahun ni!*

heheh..

*ttbe dlm slanga orang putih*

because me mom said,

well, mak saya takdela kate mcm gambar tu,

but along the same lines,

*ini semua sbb dekat kedai mkn lunch td dyetunjuk discovery channel punyer "Brand's research Lab" programme~~~~yes,geek nyer kedai mkn tu, but id prefer to c it as, informative nyer....* hahaha...

mom: tu la ma give u brands essence of chicken mase ya form 5 dulu

me: *recalls* aah, ya tak suke, tp now i eat it evryday

mom: ye la, masa tu kan ya sakit, dah la nk SPM

me: *sighs out loud* ya, klu tak sakit masa exm mmg tak sah

mom: y ah? y dyu get stressed during exms? takot ke?

me: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *yes, a very long hmmmmmmmmm* subconciously

mom: *mom looks up frm brocoli*

me: takot la,ya nmpak je cool, tp subconciously takot je....ya tak tunjuk je, tp my body says otherwise

mom: *thinkin*

me: come to think of it, ya mmg mcm tu la ma, im a subconcious person?

mom: *smiles*

me: its lik, ya tak tahu pun ya suka orang tu,orang lain yg point out sebelom ya cakap ~~*utk exmple, sila tanye gedikgedik geeks saya*~~

mom: *senyum dgn lebeh lebar*

*flash back*me: u noe *insert nme of guy here* did dz dz dz.....frens: *senyap*me: n u noe he.......and he......he was......*continue yapping about ~insert nme of guy here~* blahblahblah....he.....blahblahblah.....*w/out actly realising*frens: fi, u suke ~insert nme of guys here~~tu ek?me: ha? manede =.="frens: yes u do.me: ???

**awkward**

i guess it is true tht:

sigh

i wonder why my mom senyum lebar-ed. does she noe too? ~~i think she does.even my dad does,n e for some reason seems ok je.~~ but im over him.

***

wat a long entry this is

well i m *lemme c,hw many reasons shud i give,lets folo bestie mimi's suggestion,4*

1. i m currently bored

2. very typy~~~sucha word meh

3. *garu kepala* havent had any social contact w d world fr tday

4. the free-est person on earth...pfffffffffft....tipu! bcos i have 2 new labs to b done!

hahaha....

FOR NOW,

while my mom is off to her presentation

of Islamization of Education

i wana

at my bestie tyra's

tata.

POKOK - Meet Uncle Hussain Ft. Hazama dengan lirik | with lyric [HQ Audio]

2011-12-18T17:48:00.001+08:00

i ne this is so irrelevant to the video...
but then,
mcm the lyrics said la,
klu takde agn,manekan pokok goyang.
so forgive me fr posting the foto below:

but my bestie mimi asked me to,
a few weeks ago...
n i just found it just now.

macam cinderella part 2 :)

2011-12-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah,

id like to say,

i think im 70% ok now

jiwa, raga and apa-apa yang mungkin telah berlaga.,

i heard oops i did it again on my fon, n i cud feel the urge to dance to the beat! hheehe...

so where shall i start?

date: 14th december 2011time: 730 pmplace: pkps shah alamevent: International Medical School (IMS) 2nd Annual Faculty dinnerrole: Attendee :)theme: World vintage.

This dinner must have had the most number of times to be postponed.

i seriously mean many many times.

and bestie mimi and i were one of the first to pay :)

baek kan kami?

hehe...

through my sniffles,

and even tho earlier on tht day,

i was suspected to hv dengue,and had my blood drawn the butterlfy way

*my hand is still blue black*

there isnt much to say about the night to be said,

but more to be depicted,

~~*but some memories, are best felt,and this must had been one of those feel good ones*~~

i was, as usual,

fashionably late.

my bow nta kemana, my heels got stuck in the mud,*tho no damage thank god!*, my socks melutur jatuh, and my tudung nta mcmane.

but nevertheless,

i reached to b greeted by my fabulous gedik-gedik geeks!

and guess wat? we actly wore the same themed color!

talk about telepathy.

although yes,

we all did check out each other's baju before the dinner :)

***

and before the dinner started,

we were told to remain seated,

but us,

being the 'rebels' in fashion

haha

*far-ny*

our mentor
dr thandar
:)
*dr thandar liks to pull my nose, she keeps saying i look kurus-er*

we ran to the front and met our favourite lecturers :)

all smiles and gigis
with our ex head anatomy department

dr israa

if only we cud take more photos w our lovely lecturers,

but then

masa telah mencemburui kami,

and

saddest part,

me: dr thandar, where is dr *****

dr thandar: oh, he went back to his country

me: oh, is tht so,

dr: yeah, he's on leave, he's gettin married

me: miiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

mi: *bz talking to dr israa*

dr: yeah, y

me: seriously dr? he's gettin married?

*hati berkecai!*

hahah...

talk about having major crush on my lecturer!

haha!

jadi salah la ape yg senior ku kate bahawa lecturer kesayangan ku telah berpunya,

but then again, ye lah, klu dia dah kahwin, sekarang, mesti masa i liked him, he was MEMANG berpunya pun! hahaha...

*flashes back to pco lab*

me: dr, dyu noe how to tell their sex apart?

dr: y?

me: well, dr, i gav my rat a boy's name, i wudnt want a girl to hav a boys name now wud i,

dr: *laughs* ~~*n i think speechless as he walks away*~~

***

back to the dinner and abouts...

this blog is just pictureseque.

courtesy mainly by bestie mi,

as we ran around snapping with as many people as we cud while we socialized

*pfffffffffffffft.....socialize la sgt...*

flygals!
by our charming
fauzi

peepin peep toes!

besties!

hu knew running around tgther and meetin the limited number of ppl we got to made the night marvelous as it is.

***

my beloved juniors!

mar: whe are u?

me: near msu?

upon finally reaching pkps

mar: finally

me: y?

mar: they all hv been asking fr u

me: hu?

mar: aishah and all

me: aishah hu?

mar: aishah jr!!

me: oh! esah!

hahaha

fatin, bestie mar, sofia, aisha, me, fathia, ezah

***

and for the sweetest part of all

the cutest foto of the night:

ape lagi jika bukan pergadohan antara bestie mi and her 'boyfie' lawrence!

ina tersepit n mediating the pergadohan!

but at the end of the night,

they finally reconciled

lik they always do,

lawrence and marjani
the cutest
:)

***

but the main highlight:

with pretty girls

;)

besties moment captured in my fon
;)

with beautiful kishan n mogesh
:)

the beautifully gorgeous preppy girls
me, ayu, shakinah, mira, marjani

*notice tak baju mira is the exact replica as blairs baju in season one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

*jealous!*

hehehe

gettin the sash!

mbbs batch 3 ims msu
graduating yr: 2015

future doctors

insyaAllah

we ended the night with a groupie

of my batch

*yeah,yeah i noe, theres lik nearly 90 of us,but only 20 plus of us took the liberty of goin*

***

and the title of princess goes to:

*wanabe*

dress courtesy of an uprising designer, tuan erra fazira

*thanks to kak ayu who was the real winner of princess vintage*

as cinderella had a curfew,

she did wat was best in her capacity,

so that was,

lil miss cinderella as elizabeth bennete,

goin to the ball without her mr darcy

bcos at the end of the day, why do we need a darcy, wen we were first ourselves, then only untied with the other half.

2011-12-17T20:20:00.001+08:00

i just wanted to say im ok now

mcm cinderella.

2011-12-15T01:47:00.000+08:00

that was wat kinah my royal princess put as her status hours before our faculty's annual dinner.
haha.
so funny!

well i have to say,
i had a great nite with my gedik-gedik geeks.
and the new family.
aka
the royal family.
:)

more photos and details coming up.

but for now,
i love u
my royal princess kinah!
hheheheh...
my royal fairy princess ina!!!
:****

and most of all,
the one i had the best time of all,
my bestie,
the royal lady,
mimi
:)

idk y, tp at the end of the nyte as i said my last goodbye to mimi,
terharu sekejap,rasa nk nanges,
lepas tu awkward tak tahu nk buat ape dah,
i just left.

i love u.

im a writer. i write it out.

2011-12-12T10:28:00.001+08:00

it may be a detour or escapism. but at least i let it go.

here is a guy hu had the same thing in my mind.

read this. *click here*

i shall now read his blog whenever bored and feelin a need for inspiration.
but for now?
no thank u.

its the last day of cuti.
which only has one meaning: GO FIGURE! haha!

im not fine.

2011-12-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

Adele - Chasing Pavements

i was perfectly vaguely UNfeeling-ed today until i saw this on fb.

correction:
because in my case,
i think i care too much.
but then again, is there a term too much in any relationship?

hmmm..

i once watched a movie, or read a book or something, where they said,
in every relationship, there's always a 70/30 or 60/40 relationship.

to me?
i think its kinda betul la.
and there is ONLY harm only if and ONLY if, it is always the same person with the bigger percentage.
life is a cycle,
so suposedly, in every relationship,at one point or another, the opposite person shud go thru wht the other does.
but then maybe, just maybe at the end of the day, there might be a person with a little more 'kebaikan' than the other,
*normally there is*
then wht happens u ask?
well simple,
it then depends on the person hu suposedly "did more" to assess whether their relationship is worth it or not to continue.

if ur baek, u supposed to continue, and not evrn count pun in the beginning,
because i quote a bitrhdaycard i one bought for my standard 1 best friend,

friendship is a gift that keeps giving

doesnt tht apply to all relationships?
u give
love,
care,
advice
and evrything *sometimes bad things jugak*
haha

in this modern era with the exceedingly high divorce rates,
the problem lies at the end of the day,
when partners feel unsatisfied with one thing or another,
where one of the partners feel that they have done more than the other,
or the feeling of unfairness
or the feeling of being cheated.
but i think the saddest reason of all,
the feeling of unappreciated accompanionship.

*beware of tht last line because honestly,if it were me, with that, i can b torn to pieces*
*as i wud keep quiet, walk away, and never talk u ever again,and even if i do, the hurt, too untolerable*
*yeah,the pain,if u cud only feel it*

on the other hand,
i hear and c some people hang on to their relationships to the last thread for many other reasons pulak,
like,
how long they have known each other,
the times the other had always been ther for me,
or how grown into each other they hv bcome,
but the saddest for me?
its wen one of them have to reminisc the times they had together, and try to recall the littlest happy times they had just recently,
and they feel as if that little beacon of hope is still there.

hmmm

im a person of quality more than quantity.
*ecehhhh*
but ye la,
i dont ask u how LONG u study, i ask HOW du u study?
i dont ask HOW MUCH u spent on ur dress, bt i look at how it turned out to be.
i dont care how much ur house costs, but i c how u care for it.

so for me,
the little i have,
i make the best out of it.
trust me wen i say tht.
because u wudnt noe how little or much i have.
and c how happy i m
:)

hehe..

i thank Allah for all those people hu love me, hu cae for me,
Thank you Allah for investing those feelings in them,
but right now,
with my feelings towards some people whom i feel just a little slacked off,i guess Allah has some plans for us, He must noe where this is going,
because i honestly dont,
i only hpe to Allah to make things feel better, because right now, my heart aches for i feel so disrespected and unwanted for my efforts.

i think right,
it is a dosa to make another person feel bad for loving u.
tidakkah berdosa orang yang tidak menghargai apa yang mereka ada?
kurang kegunaan kepandaian kita jika benda yang benar-benarnya berharga di lepaskan sebegitu,
bagi ku,
orang sebegini seumpama orang yang,
buta.

buta cinta?

akan tetapi,

aku rasa, orang yang buta lebeh mengerti perasaan lebeh dati kita yang celik.

escape.

2011-12-10T18:18:00.001+08:00

or as dory wud have said,
es.ka.pe.

haha.

this is whe i escape from theworld out there.*out from the lappie~~also known as to crazy online people,the real world.the hard soil,earth thrusted world.*
i type it out.
i let it got.

but today,
i cant.

its too overwhelming. only sheets and i can bear this pain.

and off i will go to sob off the pain i feel. and away from the world i will feel.
because even if u knew,
there wudnt b a single thing u cud do.

how immature of tots and feelings of a twentyone.

when i pass that certain time.

2011-12-10T00:04:00.001+08:00

the ocean of my nightmares

the reason for this post?

because i have passes all these phases:

*Suria.afifaH*

hobbies.

so

i was histerical

mlm sebelum mlm exm

sleep!

the dark hour!

inspiration

chill lah second hand drebar!

besties leggings!

we ride....

i lost count!

dramaaaaaaaa??

its a short weekend

rabu warna biru!

tongtongchang!

frasa minggu ini!

selasa dah!

not much of a writer weekend :(

gelak2!

hinthint *winkwink*

my kids are my source of energy!

Selamat weekend evryone!

get up!

sisters :)

i spy with my little eye...

because i love you ;')

trust. but dont b naive.

randoms #2

friday the 13th.

selamat pagi wherever you are!

resolusi tahun ini

videos orang malaysia! youth satu malaysia! ;)

:) random 2012 blogpost #1

less blogginggggg

new year,new toy.

ushering in 2012

*ambang 2012*

BTS of 2011

the skeletons in 2011 :)

poyoh!

but hu is?

i dont care wht ur after.

Cicak Kobeng #500

the one thing i hate.

Sparks fly :)

3 more posts till my big 500! ;P

ull miss me wen ur gone. ;)

being a wallflower ;)

rainbow cake!

Santa and I Know It! (LMFAO - Sexy and I Know It PARODY!) Key of Awesom...

if nasyeed waas lik this

i do look good la!

u do the math la!

gedikgedik geeks goes to.....

weyh serious susah!

weyh serious chatty!

im not much of a story teller.

POKOK - Meet Uncle Hussain Ft. Hazama dengan lirik | with lyric [HQ Audio]

macam cinderella part 2 :)

mcm cinderella.

im a writer. i write it out.

im not fine.

escape.

when i pass that certain time.

Suria.afifaH

hinthint winkwink

ambang 2012